You Ever Feel Like Its Your Fault...

but then again, you blame everything on someone else? it frusturates me cuz i have a tendency to do so.

irrelevent thoughts- trey songz album is freaky. i only lyke two songs of twenty. oh no.
my parents and i are arguing over my hair. i think ima give in and ask gilda to do so. its fine anyway. she did pay for it anyway.

song of the day-Stronger: Lydia Paek & Kat Dabar.

I Have Nothing on My Mind...

its actually pretty sad. i need something new to do.

Song of the day: White Lies-Jennifer Chung.

Dancers are supposed to be good writers.

i think thats pretty funny cuz im in advance english and shiz. but it frusturates me, cuz when i let out my emotions here, my dancing turns wack. for those who dont know what dancers are good at writing: Kyle Hanagami & Angelo Antonio[<-- five bucks says i spelled that wrong]. I applied for a job at walmart and im supposed to get a message in 60 days saying if i got the yob or not. wish me luck.



Song of the Day: Sweet Dreams-Beyonce



PS. i also think its funny how i never get to write on this as much as i'd lyke.

Striving For Perfection

There's something burning in my heart and i just cant take it. i feel lyke im soo close to perfection and then...its gone. its so frusturating. i have my whole checklist of accomplishments checked out, and yet im not happy. its lyke im racing to a top of mountain. your running on stairs. im zooming in record time and im three steps away and then...i trip. hard. all the way down. the stairs are lyke 3 miles worth. by the time i reach the top everyone is laughing at me and i disgraced my family. it frusturates me sooo much. maybe i push myself too hard? but anywho i learned what the labels are for on my blogs. so from now on, its going to have the following labels:

• personal
• random
• daily
• rant.

song of the day: what i got-M.I.A

I NEEEEED IT!!

you ever watch that one episode of spongebob where hes in sandys house without the fish bowl on his head? and you hear his mind say "i dont need it, i dont need it, i definately dont need it." then he screams I NEEEED IT!! thats how i feel right now. i havent been able to dance all week its frusturating me. if i dont get to dance tomorrow i think im going to EXPLODE! and to make things worst, i broke my glasses. how? i took them off on a sweaty day. and im unable to fix them unlyke the 109475904 times i broke them originally. yea, this week isnt great. i still blame tom.

song of the day: if it kills me accoustic-Jason Mraz.

ABDC4

i feel lyke Rhythm City, FR3SH, and We Are Heroes are gon be top three. well those are my top three. but honestly i fee lyke massive monkeys will win =/. MTV is promoting this "Diverse crew" thing WAAY to much. Beat Ya Feet Kings are whack. actually this whole season is gon be wack, but yet i wont stop watching. oh well. thats lyfe. compare beat ya feet kings to fr3sh. EVEN GILDA THOUGHT FR3SH WAS BETTER!!!

FR3SH



Beat Ya Feet Kings

Curl Up & Dye

thats the worst beauty store name. but there is one in jersey. speaking of jersey it was okay. cepts its been .3 days with TOM. it was also lili's birthday. all these birthdays is gonna kill me haha. i got harassed by a 3 year btw. fuuun...

Ima end up blogging a lot this week cuz of TOM. but tell me how on friday we went to practice carol's driving and we had the second police encounter. its not cuz theres a 45 year old man with two teenagers in a car meant for three. not that we had bachata on full blast. not that no one had seatbelts, but because there were mor then two hispanics in a car. dont you love how racial profiling is alive and kicking.

i might post another video on youtube. i have 1 suscriber yay!! thats all i want but i must entertain her.

song of the day: details in the fabric cover-Gabe Bondoc & AJ Rafael

I like.

I have a tendency to rant on this blog so ima write something positive.
i like how everytime i look in the mirror i look bigger.
i like how i have to vaccum everyday
i like that bandido always escapes and almost gets hit by a car daily.
i like how no one follow me on twitter or on my blog.
and i LOVE how the guatemalans next door's mum got taken away by ICE.
foreal. im not kidding. it was terrifying. i cried. she was such a sweet lady. she would make us food and it was great. they didnt deserve. what pissed me off most is how ICE gets paid to rip family apart. also how they started LAUGHING and jokin around of it. we're trying to get her back though. but i makes me so greatful that my mum and gilda and my dad are here with me safe and sound. this is the worst way to start a blog for august but i dont care. if you want comedy, heres comedy...



song of the day: something-drake