HELLLO DECEMBER!

I feel the need to make the most amazing choreo ever. Not stiff, not overdone. problem is...i cant find the best SONG ever to go with it. any suggestions?

What Doesn't Kill Me...

Is supposed to make my stronger. Why do I feel so terrified then? Hello, people of the internet! this is my UBER last minute post for november since ive been busy doing nothing. Acutually, not "nothing" i did a lot in the past few weeks/month.

1. I WENT TO GUATEMALA!!! It felt GREAT to be reunited with the siblings. I felt ALIVE. COMPLETE. We tried to go EVERYWHERE. fail. =] but everday i was in pain. a lot of pain. which leads me to number 2...

2. i've been diagnosed with gastritis. its been stressing me out, ironically, since it was stressed induced. but i fear deeply that it'll reoccur, since its possible that i might have it FOR LYFE. do you know how much food i CANT eat if i get it for lyfe?!?! a lot. i dont feel theneed to list em all.

3. in irrelevent news, ive become a lot more religious, but being the smart ass that i am, i question it sometimes. then i tell my brain "shut up"!

well, thats all i can think of...WAIT! its stomach flu season. im terrified out of my min & i cant dance =[

Happy Photo!

This album cover, is for ILL-Literacy. great album. download people

Song of the day: Finding Emo-ILL-Literacy

Its weerd how i feel lyke the less i post...

...the more i die a little inside hehe. sorta giggle. i feel the need to rant so deeply but never is there the time for be the right in relevant terms. if i were to save a written blog, id prolly forget it the next day, specially with my current short attention span. but just for my lack of fans, i would lyke you to know that i am alive and living. sorta. -]

One of those moments...

in which you think there's nothin to do, because while your breathing lives are dyin and the earth is slowly turnin into an ice cube... on the plus side. im gettin help for STUDYING! and...chyea pashaw i have things to do...LIES! ignore this babble please...love daisy

Apologies to the Fullest Extent.

seriously, it does frusturate me deeply that i havent used this as often as i hoped. but luckily ive gotten more into literature right now so this might be a interesting post. not at all interesting lyke ill-literacy's site, but still...

Right now, 8th grade isnt doing me justice. im alone most of the tyme, and when i am, im thinkin about him. thats right. i have a crush. already. in the beginning of the school year. which isnt good. but hes asian and a dancer, but i digress...

school. education. difficult. um. thats the simplist i can put it and now i have people over my shoulder, so im done with this post. just a quick update.

also, i run every tuesday after school. starting next week.

The Education Community is Intertwining with My Fear...

which is obvious not cool. but school isnt the worst thing. its just fruiting swine and vomit. and they make me twitch and spaz and shiz. i hate it. education is important, i understand, but cant i be in my own little bubble.? ignore this rant. its just that ive been away from the computer for a week...needs to dance more definately.

First for September!

i carol [daisy sister] hacked her page because i love her ;]

LOSER!!

but... damn i lost my train of thought. oh well happy 3rd !
yes, i know this is 2 days late but i dont care!

You Ever Feel Like Its Your Fault...

but then again, you blame everything on someone else? it frusturates me cuz i have a tendency to do so.

irrelevent thoughts- trey songz album is freaky. i only lyke two songs of twenty. oh no.
my parents and i are arguing over my hair. i think ima give in and ask gilda to do so. its fine anyway. she did pay for it anyway.

song of the day-Stronger: Lydia Paek & Kat Dabar.

I Have Nothing on My Mind...

its actually pretty sad. i need something new to do.

Song of the day: White Lies-Jennifer Chung.

Dancers are supposed to be good writers.

i think thats pretty funny cuz im in advance english and shiz. but it frusturates me, cuz when i let out my emotions here, my dancing turns wack. for those who dont know what dancers are good at writing: Kyle Hanagami & Angelo Antonio[<-- five bucks says i spelled that wrong]. I applied for a job at walmart and im supposed to get a message in 60 days saying if i got the yob or not. wish me luck.



Song of the Day: Sweet Dreams-Beyonce



PS. i also think its funny how i never get to write on this as much as i'd lyke.

Striving For Perfection

There's something burning in my heart and i just cant take it. i feel lyke im soo close to perfection and then...its gone. its so frusturating. i have my whole checklist of accomplishments checked out, and yet im not happy. its lyke im racing to a top of mountain. your running on stairs. im zooming in record time and im three steps away and then...i trip. hard. all the way down. the stairs are lyke 3 miles worth. by the time i reach the top everyone is laughing at me and i disgraced my family. it frusturates me sooo much. maybe i push myself too hard? but anywho i learned what the labels are for on my blogs. so from now on, its going to have the following labels:

• personal
• random
• daily
• rant.

song of the day: what i got-M.I.A

I NEEEEED IT!!

you ever watch that one episode of spongebob where hes in sandys house without the fish bowl on his head? and you hear his mind say "i dont need it, i dont need it, i definately dont need it." then he screams I NEEEED IT!! thats how i feel right now. i havent been able to dance all week its frusturating me. if i dont get to dance tomorrow i think im going to EXPLODE! and to make things worst, i broke my glasses. how? i took them off on a sweaty day. and im unable to fix them unlyke the 109475904 times i broke them originally. yea, this week isnt great. i still blame tom.

song of the day: if it kills me accoustic-Jason Mraz.

ABDC4

i feel lyke Rhythm City, FR3SH, and We Are Heroes are gon be top three. well those are my top three. but honestly i fee lyke massive monkeys will win =/. MTV is promoting this "Diverse crew" thing WAAY to much. Beat Ya Feet Kings are whack. actually this whole season is gon be wack, but yet i wont stop watching. oh well. thats lyfe. compare beat ya feet kings to fr3sh. EVEN GILDA THOUGHT FR3SH WAS BETTER!!!

FR3SH



Beat Ya Feet Kings

Curl Up & Dye

thats the worst beauty store name. but there is one in jersey. speaking of jersey it was okay. cepts its been .3 days with TOM. it was also lili's birthday. all these birthdays is gonna kill me haha. i got harassed by a 3 year btw. fuuun...

Ima end up blogging a lot this week cuz of TOM. but tell me how on friday we went to practice carol's driving and we had the second police encounter. its not cuz theres a 45 year old man with two teenagers in a car meant for three. not that we had bachata on full blast. not that no one had seatbelts, but because there were mor then two hispanics in a car. dont you love how racial profiling is alive and kicking.

i might post another video on youtube. i have 1 suscriber yay!! thats all i want but i must entertain her.

song of the day: details in the fabric cover-Gabe Bondoc & AJ Rafael

I like.

I have a tendency to rant on this blog so ima write something positive.
i like how everytime i look in the mirror i look bigger.
i like how i have to vaccum everyday
i like that bandido always escapes and almost gets hit by a car daily.
i like how no one follow me on twitter or on my blog.
and i LOVE how the guatemalans next door's mum got taken away by ICE.
foreal. im not kidding. it was terrifying. i cried. she was such a sweet lady. she would make us food and it was great. they didnt deserve. what pissed me off most is how ICE gets paid to rip family apart. also how they started LAUGHING and jokin around of it. we're trying to get her back though. but i makes me so greatful that my mum and gilda and my dad are here with me safe and sound. this is the worst way to start a blog for august but i dont care. if you want comedy, heres comedy...



song of the day: something-drake

Daisy, Have You Lost Weight?

No, No I havent. I hate that im constantly being complimented by my size. im 2 inches bigger around my waist, what the hell do you mean i've gotten thinner!?!? Ive been extremely bitter about everything in lyfe, cuz im so frusturated by my size. now i have to double everything, drink my special tea again, AND excersise on the weekends. sup with that? but i NEED to! i dont want to be called fat daisy for another 9 years. ugh. ignore this post, i just need to rant.

On the Plus Side
Song of the Day-Love Story Romeo's Perspective-Gabe Bondoc

You Went Down, And It Was A Great Performance...

Thats what she said. haha. but seriously the 99th and 100th epic-sodes of SYTYCD was AMAZING!! I so agree with Ellen DeGeneres "There's dancing, then there's da-ancing, then there's da-an-an-an-ancing!" Im still pisses as hell that both Jenette AND Jason were eliminated. Kate Holmes did a crappy job of her dance number. Ugh, i really have no point to watching at this point. Nope, I'm Lying, I NEED TO WATCH THE SHOW.

i went to Six Flags Great Adventure with Fam. It was sorta sucky for the fact that it flooded all day cept for about half an hour. so we went on all the rides when everyone left. i think im sick cuz of that trip. i didnt scream on any of the rides. at this point im sorta immune to adrenaline rush ahaha. i think i spelled it wrong too. Good spending tyme with the family cuz i have no one to chill with anymore. Since the departure of the thomas family anyway. Ima post another blog in about three seconds. AND,go...

Song of the Day-Dorm Room : Gabe Bondoc. Im determined to make this the first song i learn on the guitar.

Has it REALLY Been a Year?

not with this blog... haha hail nah. but seriously its been a year since i realized that dance is my passion. i mean, i felt it, but i never took it seriously. i always considered it a hobby. its something that i want to do forever. i want to thank SOREAL!! really, thats the only reason why i thought you could go far dancing. cuz ailyns stuggle with los padres. same feeling. i feel lyke ive grown so much cuz of them.

well i have to go do productive things. i have ismonia btw. i have only slept 6 hours in the past two days. its coo though. no its not, i get freaked out by the fact that our house makes scary noises.

song of the day: Famous-Trey Songs

IM PISSED!!!

hahahaha. im lying. but i am really angry that pacman got eliminated on SYTYCD!! really? ade gots to go! luckily pacman will be in the tour. lyke i can go to the tour. But i keep on hunting down Jason Glover. hes just so attractive. he kinda looks lyke gabe bondoc to me. if he get eliminated ima be so angry! I've been watching way too much avatar. Damn you, anime! its such a good show though. i cant wait for the movie.

So, i posted my first video EVER on youtube. its for a contest for a free tshirt from namskie. here it is. enjoy.

MAN HAIL NAH.

did you ever have one of those man hail nah moments. For example, my sister was on the computer for 7 hours today. when i finally was able to get on, the computer was overheated. Lyke two days ago, i was dancing so hard, cuz i was pretty depressed. and when i was done,my face was wet from tears. i got so angry...and started to tear up more hehe. But Its coo.

You know i never got...oh look train of thought gone yet again...i got distracted by daphne and katrina. i miss talking face to face with them. short blog yes i know. but i will have one up of julyers of 4th hehe.

Song of the Day-Digital Girl Remix. Jamie Foxx The Dream Kanye West Drake

The Letter to Diane

DONT LEAVE ME!! Hehe but seriously ima miss you lyke hell when you leave tonight/tomorrow. Honestly, I don’t want to mention the future without you, so ima bring up some old memories. [Yes, by season hehe]
Fall: My first Halloween EVER! [at 13, how depressing hehe]. It was BOMB thought specially with you and the older siblings. Very original of you to dress as daphne btw hehe. Remember Drive by? Ha…haha no, no I guess not. [dude I really need to stop giggling in this writing].

Winter: Pretzals for Science!!! The video. What was it, lyke ten takes and we didn’t end up usin any of it cause were too racist for allenborn. If you don’t remember the stick figure on the right is you, and on the left is me. The datin vid for carol and you always conviently walked in in front of the camera. Good times.

Spring: THERE IS WAY TOO MUCH FOR SPRING BUT ILL TRY TO MANAGE. [in order]
Park
Track
My birthday
Park: DWA. Just saying. My dad had a lot of fun watching us fool around btw. Speaking of parents, my parents love you and think were too much alike. Its been ages since you and i have been there.
Track: Only two weeks with you there, but it was fun with you, me, damari, aja, and Lauren. You loved those uniforms. It took lyke 30 shots to get a good default too and we still didn’t get it right.
My Birthday: damn. You and Katrina make bein 14 rock! Circle of tacos, will and the “baby” the boys and girls bathroom. Whats his face[I mean evan and im kidding] was soo fun to. Funny we were supposed to stay for the talent show. EPIC FAIL.

Summer: Thers no pic available from Dorney cuz we were all too lazy to charge the camera or to pull it out. But with yall it was BOMB. I love you tourist parents btw. It sucks that you have sunburn but you managed to go on all the rides [although your eyes were closed on all cept two that I know of. And no, water rides don’t count.]
Dude! Thats only this year. 6th grade. When we were growing and getting used to middle school. And when they moved our classes. When we first started to chill at glorias. We used to giggle a lot too. Also Diversity fashion show!

5th Grade: i have..er…had one photo of you, me and damari at the 5th grade dance, but i cant find it. Whoops. Well that was our reunion from all the way back in…

2nd grade: we were wee lads who couldn’t speak English. ESL with you, me, and harry. Harry was irvins best friend, you know that? Hispanics are supposed to be with Asians. Its like unspoken law.

Well, sadly, its time to talk about the future. Dude school is seriously gonna suck without you, but i know your going to be happy and have a lot of friends in cali. It saddens me to see you leave cuz your the only friend whose seen me in the best and worst[ie fashion show, awards, mother and immigration, rainy day to irvins house] and your the only friends whos a minority who my parents approve of. Your like family and were going to be 3000 miles away. Hopefully we’ll keep in touch[WE BETTER BE IN TOUCH OR ILL HUNT YOU DOWN HEHE]. i hope we do get to see each other again[if i go to cali, you and i will explore the world! One place at a time thought]. Do me two favors: have the best life possible in cali. And get me ryan and angelo’s autograph from philipine weekend on july 26. [ill send you the link on myspace…eventually]. ME AND BANDIDO WILL MISS YOU THE MOST OF ALL YOUR PALS HERE IN PA! Ugh...can you believe the 6 years of bestfriendsism will be gone? ahh!! well thats all i have to say right now...ima prolly add more to this blog as the weeks go by and such...

song of the day: There for you-Flyleaf

Dude, this week is gon suck...

Dude that was lyke the saddest two hours ever! Watching Michael Jacksons memorial and i never realised how much he actually effected my life. Im sorta lyke Adriel Luis right now. could never call myself a fan until he has passed away. Hearing Brooke Shields speech also moved me. "Dude, sup with the glove?". People really need to stop hatin on both her and MJ. It makes me realized how much you need to appreciate lyfe. It feels soreal that hes gone

Another thing is the departure of the thomas family. There lyke pamily and so it hurts a lot. 6 years man. Daniel is lyke the older brother i wished i had. Daphne influences me a lot more than she thinks. Ms. Thomas is always so cheery and i love it. Mr. Thomas is so funny, even though i never got to speak with him much. Diane...she deserves another post.

Im screwed all around...yay! oh well. Grin and Bear It. aww! they played paris [11 years old] saying how much she loved her father... =[

Song of the Day: Scream-Michael and Janet Jackson

Your Mum's an Ice Charades

You ever watch that one episode of Foster's Home where bloo has lyke 100 on him. While cleaning my frigde two days ago, it just popped in my head. Oh ice charades your so icy and fun. What would happen if there was an actual ice chrades? That would be oh so very boring man. I would be yelling, what the fxck is the answer! [i know what a sailor's mouth aye?] Well anywho, we also went walking, and carol tripped and i accidentally choked her with the leash. I started laughing and, ended up choking and tripping. Ironic huh? Well anywho, yesterday I commented communitychannel cuz the awkward porno music. Here is my comment and the response. Pleasant, huh? Also, Mike Song rocks! he has a vid of him tutting to mii channel theme song.

I also currently have an infatuation with Rocko Luciano

and Gabe Bondoc[song of the day obviously]

That's all i have for now. other than first for july!! and lyfe has been fabbity fab fab =]

Global Cooling

Does anyone else hate this weather? i love rain, when its rare. NOT EVERYDAY. also the fact that it made me work on my hw late. someone help me think of a third reason or else ima fail. boredom kills, but yesterday afterschool...dude i forget my train of thought. its been what? two weeks since i posted a blog. luckily its gotten warmer[only this week]. ugh...procrastination. im supposed to be working, but i promised myself off the computer at 12:00. later bloggers.
song of the day: Te amo-Rihanna

Hehe. Im at school. Isnt this cool?

hehe im at school on blogger. this is lyke the only site thats bloglyke that you can go on. were watchin finding nemo at school, specially at math class. 9:20. whoot! f kykiy-diane. that was clearly diane. well i dont know what to write, so ill update later.

UPDATE: im in science class right now 1:26. oh wait, i lied 1:32. just came back from the awards ceremony. three awards in one day. the acedemics[second honors...again...i hope i get a first honor one day.],sports[just for doing track. he said nothing nice.], and outstanding citizenship. im really surprised bout that outstanding citizenship awards. im pretty sure about 90% of people in my grade hate me. apperently im wrong. its just the minorities. great that im accepted by my own kind, huh? Well ima write a new one for today in bout three seconds.

Song of the Day: Hurts Me-Keri Hilson

Field Day Has No Sentimental Value

Dude, sometymes i wish i was still in 6th grade. everything was funner in 6th grade cuz you didnt know anything back then. Field day then wouldve been fun. it wouldve been funner if the sky wasnt crying. on...then off.... the on again. also the fact that our group hated each other. and the fact that the captains were hypocrites. and im pretty sure i spelled hypocrites wrong. oh well.the games, once you do it once, it gets boring. im hoping that made sense. You do it every year cuz you have to. specially children lyke me who need perfect attendence. i really have nothing else to say cept...CRAP I HAVE TO CALL THE FATHER!!


Update: he didnt answer. im offically in love with Ill-literacy. also ima put a song of the day from now on. this week is so hectic and then next week we do nothing. isnt that great? ugh and i lost practically everything in sight out of nowhere. luckily im not failing anything as of now. cept maybe reading, but thats always a challenge

Song of the day: She Was Mine-AJ Rafael ft. Jesse Barrera.

Crazy Females Ruined Pie Day

i dont feel like typing for this for the fact that im lazy. well i can say that i panicked...ALOT. i missed my bus today franticing over this essay for ms steiber. 7:18AM. two minutes until i have to LEAVE. pressed the print button...PAPER JAM! i had to take it out[thats what she said] and then quickly put in new paper. 7:23AM. dammit. so i had to call my tia while i was printing it out. she said ill be there quickly. i barely managed to eat something and i waited...and waited. 7:48 AM. where the hell is she? so i just walked to her house. about five minutes before 8:00 we finaly leave. thats where lyfe just went downhill.

I actually didnt start to panic for pie day until second period. diane and i were planning list, some of which she lost so we had to start all over. there were too many females in the team office, some of which didnt need to be there, so we told them we didnt need them to set up in 5th period. [btw oringinally pie day was gon be 2 class periods, but they reduced it to 1]. some of the girls started flipping out. thenwe figured out that the math teacher is supervising and not the social studies teacher. dude, the social studies is who we told everything to! setting up was hell, cuz diane wasnt there, and some people werent doing much. ugh the pie eating contest was sorta successful, but people need to work on their penmenship. we didnt get to do thepie toss, because people didnt listen. I had to start screaming at students, and they still didnt listen. now we have to give everyone thier money back. yay!

luckly i can watch so you think you can dance right now and i have this to make me feel better

Crazy Females, Pie Day, and Computer Malfunctions

Crazy Females- they are constantly yelling at me for ish i didnt do. im tired of it all, but i get even angrier...
another crazy female, my gifted reading teacher, ms stieber. i barrowed carol's contacts[which was the first time i got to use contacts] so i could wear my 3D glasses and suspenders. she was like "I DONT WANT TO SEE THEM ON YOUR FACE" so i didnt wear it in her class. in other classes and no teacher said anything. not even the vice principal said anything. and it doesnt say in the rules that you can wear them. i was going to my locker and she saw me with them on and told me to give it to her! i started to defend myself, and then she threatened to send me to the lower office! so i gave up and i was so pissed, specially that most people were making fun of me with the glasses on, but teased me more without them. well anywho when i went to recieve my glasses she started monologuing and i almost missed me bus. i took them quickly but them on my face and she told me to come back and kept them overnight. she still didnt give me them back. its been two days.
thank god the year is almost over or else ima have to live w/ that longer. if i didnt id prolly EXPLODE!

Pie Day- 31....pies....i hate pies now btw. but seriously 31 pies in two days, and THEY CANCEL IT! how do you do that? =/ its apprently tomorow. ugh i dont want to start panicking again! but its supposed to rain tomorrow and they said it was gon rain. it didnt

Computer Malfunctions- i had to restart the computer about 3 times because it would work, i finally got to blog though. Whoot! this is my biggest one yet. whoot whoot! yea that a double. also, im suddenly obessed with the big bang theory [show]

Crazily Boring Birthday Weekend.

I shouldnt even be bloggin at this moment; but i will anyway.
Saturday-Made 13 pies with one of two crazy females[diane]. it was sooo frusturating cuz we barely went under our budget, then we realized we couldve saved money! even more frusturated that carol &+ daphne were always on "breaks".
Sunday- I wonder why people always ask why im so down. I HATE SPECIAL OCCASIONS!! I absolutely loathe them. I had to wake up early; prettify myself for my own party at which we did nothing. i couldve just been in jeans and had more fun that this. well no its 9:41, so i dont even feel like typing. If i remember anything else from this weekend; i'll post it on another blog.
Goodday/night?
-Daisy

The Birthday

Today was okay. The beginning sucked for the fact that everyone kept on singing happy birthday. Gosh i hate that song. Also there was a lot of work. AHHH! oh yea and my cousin cursed me out. after school was a lot more fun cept for the fact that i didnt see [him] and that i got teased for my passion. it sucked once i got home cuz i had to help my parents give my oldest sister in the house a gift. also the chinese food came an hour later than usual. but it was good. i hope my father comes home soon so we can get my new mp3. long story...